Sabi nya, ikaw lang ang mahal.
Seryoso sya sa lahat ng pangako sinta.
Ikaw lang ang hinihintay maghapon hanggang mag uwian na.
May kanta ka pa sa kanya,
Yun pala'y kanta mo din yon sa iba.
Nalaman mong di lang pala ikaw ang pinaibig nya.
Good morning Sir. Ako nga pala si Maane, ang iyong nurse ngayong araw. Andito po ako mula alas otso sa umaga hanggang alas kwatro sa hapon para tumulong sa inyong mga pangangailangan. Kung anuman po ang iyong kagustuhan, huwag po kayong mag atubiling tawagin po ako nang sa gayon ay matulungan ko po kayo. :)
hanging out at Makay's place after sponsoring a Nursing Seminar.
at Numtah bar, when I suddenly left without saying goodbye to RJ or Pingping.
with Nong Hans outside 012 Bar.
if this photo was colored, you'd notice that there's a band aid on my right ring finger, that's my fractured bone. 
my drunken look.
at SMCS [Ateneo Iloilo] Foundation Day with Makay.
cropped photo of me and the ex.
with one of my HS bestfriend, Tina, hanging out at Jamie's the night before graduation.
Dinagyang 2008 outside Numtah Bar.
with my longest bestfriend, SJ; hanging out at The Boardwalk. twas a chilly February evening.
with classmates, after our Retreat. 
annual Christmas hang-out with my Freshmen barkada.
just before the SCM Tribute, me with my "startled" look.
goofing with Badz, after my Thanksgiving Party.
just before my bestfriend left for the States. :'(
after watching Sweeney Todd at Makay's place.
needed to take a break from review.
at SM City Carpark with Boyc and Junjun.
Nobody appreciates having his inconsistencies pointed out.
I have been invited to come to Jesus' kingdom today and I responded.
Jesus invited me to come inside His house, and I followed.We were walking on His garden and stopped at the front door of His mansion.
Jesus said: "This is a gift from someone special. Try to open it."
I looked up to Him and asked, "I couldn't open it."
Then He said, "this person whom this present came from was very special to you. You have loved him, but he has hurt you so badly. In order for you to open this present, I want you to take a look back to the times that this person has hurt you, has caused you pain, as well as resentments."
Jesus put His hand on my shoulder and told me, "the gift shall be opened when you are able to forgive this person. when your heart is free from pain, hurt and resentment. When you feel lighter and accept the wrongs that he has done unto you."
For the past few months, I thought that I have already forgiven you. That I have already accepted what has happened between us.
But I was surprised to discover that those negative emotions were still there. I haven't let go completely. Instead, I have planted seeds of anger and plotted revenge against you. And I am so ashamed that Jesus knows all of this.
Jesus said, "you know why you couldn't have peace of mind? That's because you have planted negative things in your heart. And this has affected you greatly in your present life. You have become doubtful, you lost faith, you questioned My love for you, you have inhibitions towards other people."
Jesus knelt in front of me and looked me in my eyes, then spoke. "Child, let go of the things that's hindering you from loving Me and from coming back to Me. You will truly enter My kingdom once you have freed yourself from such things. And I promise you a better and happy life ahead if you leave your past behind and make room for forgiveness in your heart."
I dwelled on Jesus' words. "Love one another as I have loved you." While clinging on to that, slowly but surely, I tried to free my heart with the feelings of hurt, pain, anger, resentment and revenge. And after a while, I felt lighter.
Then I saw your face replace Jesus'. You smiled and said.. "I love you, I forgive you, please forgive me."
Tears flowed from my eyes. In happiness and relief, I replied.. "I love you, I forgive you, please forgive me.."
And I would hang on and treasure those. :)
i had lumpia shanghai for lunch today..
then i remembered, that's RJ's favorite food.
and from that, a lot of things came into mind.
the stuff that we most of all love to do together is eat.
a pint of cookies and cream on a rainy day.
siomai siomai siomai.. and more siomai! :D
huge packs of V-Cut while enjoying a movie.
nilaga ni Luis because we didn't have that much money.
mcdo cheeseburger and french fries.
jjampong noodles.
wanton noodles at midnight.
dunkin donuts because i'm craving for it.
pistachio nuts for my birthday. (HAHA!)
the spaghetti that i begged for.. plus the unexpected jolly hotdog. :D
rocky road sundae.
chicken inasal for reconciliation
greenwich's lasagna.
pringles sour cream.
the CHOCOLATES! :)
and God knows there's so much more.. :)
bottomline: i suddenly missed the stuff that we used to do..
Learning to breathe.
I'm learning to crawl.
I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall.
I'm living again, awake and alive.
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies.
Observation.
“my own comfort to understanding everyone”
Respect.
“is something you give and in replace, something you get”
Attention.
“something that everybody wants but the need for it is not urgent”
Patience.
“a learning process, a never ending pathway”
Love.
“that powerful verb that is often misunderstood”
Smile.
“something that everybody deserves”
Angst.
“our pride, our senseless pride!”
Purpose.
“something that urge you to continue.”
